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31 January 2009 @ 08:23 pm

OMG, I got a really really REALLY good idea!! The Angels are doing a scrapbook for Johnny as usual and I want to participate too, but I didn't have any ideas for my page.. But now I know what to do! Hopefully it will turn out beautifully! I will probably start doing it next week, but I'm already planning... God, I have so many thoughs about it. Maybe I'll even take it to a new level and add some rhinestones or things like that..

I'm so happy right now. <3

Feeling: hyperhyper
31 January 2009 @ 07:31 pm
Whoa.. It's been pretty busy week. I've had five tests at school, I went to see a doctor and most of all, I've been feeling for Johnny so much and thinking about him and wishing he gets better and hoping for a miracle.. In the end, Johnny was fifth in Nationals and they didn't pick him on the World team. That will be so damn big loss for the competition. I'm pretty torn about this, because more than anything I wish him to be okay and HEALTHY. Now he has the time he probably needs to get better, but it must be such a huge, huge disappointment. I hope he does a journal entry soon or something, because I really need to know he's fine. Thank god I've got other Johnny's Angels! The forum has been a great help and I couldn't ask for more support.

My leg is getting better I think. It isn't swollen anymore and the huge bruise is fading too, but it still hurts. I don't feel depressed anymore (well, I do, but not that much) and watching Johnny's beautiful programs and interviews and all has been a great help. I feel that we have something in common right now, because we both had really bad luck and bad things happened to us.
I want to go skating SO BADLY. Watching skating makes me want to go even more, but it also helps, so I'll just keep doing it. After I get the plaster cast off I'm gonna skate so fucking much. Every day, if I can. It's funny how I should probably hate double sachow or at least be afraid of it, but I just want to do it million times right now. I know how it's done, now I need to do it.

My mind's so full of figure skating right now.. I can't think about anything else than Johnny.
Feeling: thoughtfulthoughtful
24 January 2009 @ 11:38 am

US Nats. So unexpected.
I'm shocked right now and I feel so bad for Johnny. And o the top of everything I'm supposed to wait for Monday to know how this all turns out. Horrible. I didn't think I'd react like this, but.. He sounded so broken in the interviews.

"I can't wait to get back to the hotel and cry in the shower for an hour."

Just breaks my heart. It must be such a huge disapointment for him.. 7th place.
But he's Johnny. He's a fighter. Johnny'll skate the best FS ever and make it to the podium. I won't give up hope, but now I have to find somebody to talk to. Where are all my figure skating loving friends?!

Feeling: worriedworried
Music: Raul DiBlasio - Otoñal
23 January 2009 @ 11:32 am
 This entry's all figure skating and men's long program and maybe a bit about my injury. But I'll start with the good things so I won't get too depressed to write about yesterday.

So, I went to Hartwall arena to watch figure skating European championships and it was all kinds of awesome! I've never seen figure skating live (well, Disney on ice when I was like five or something) and it was so exiting. Me and my mum went there early so we had plenty of time to find our seats and watch around.. And I saw those gorgeous Russia-coats. Where do people find them? I want one too and I bet it would be as warm as Burton's snowboarding jacket.
Anyway. The free skate started right on time. The first ones where kinda dull, but I liked some of them. Especially the second group was good. Jamal Othman was like Stéphane Lambiel – maybe too much even, though I loved his flexibility and spirals. His spins and artistry were definitely like Stéphane's and he even had the same problems: Otham jumped only single axels.
Then came the disappointments. Ari-Pekka Nurmenkari skated first on the third group and the audience was really wild. I think he was too nervous and cautious and kind lacked energy and speed. His steps were so slow and he performed much better in the Finland's Nationals.
Personally I was awfully exited to see Adrian Schultheiss, but unfortunately this just wasn't his competition. In the short program he was already slow and blank and I think it didn't get any better. He popped a couple of jumps and was so terribly out of energy. The second step sequence was better, but maybe he had a flu or something and will be a lot more brighter in the Worlds.
Russian weren't too good either but the biggest fall was Tomas Verner. I love his free skate from this season but the jumps just didn't go right. I wished he would have got a medal, but others were better. I think Yannick Ponsero had the best speed of all and well, he did great jumps too. Preaubert is ugly and I hate his posture, all hunched and like that. The silver medalist, Samuel Contesti was pretty good and had fun choreography and KVDP was really sweet after his program. He did good job and I'm glad he got a medal.
Only Joubert left. I love Brian's short program and it fits him so well, but I can't say the same about his free skate. I have to say I liked the last Mohican thing better, because this Matrix-program was a bit too slow and uncertain and.. boring. I gasped when he fell and wasn't too impressed by the footwork either. And he's like famous because of his steps! Brian was so cute in his interview and hopefully he really comes to Finland again.

In the end it was fabulous evening, though I missed Johnny and his beautiful skating awfully much and my hurt leg doesn't quite agree. We went to see a doctor on Sunday and it came out that my leg is broken. Now I have a plaster cast in it for six weeks. My leg's really swollen from yesterday but hopefully it'll get better.. The doctor checks it today.
Feeling: soresore
17 January 2009 @ 07:30 pm

At the moment I'm falling apart. Literally.
I hurt my ankle today at practice. It hurts really bad and we're probably going to see a doctor tomorrow. I can't even walk, which means this must be worse than last time and I just can't believe I hurt my ankle second time this season, though it's the left leg this time. I'm so angry and sad and crushed right now.
It happened when I was landing a jump, a double salchow to be specific. The whole jump just went really wrong form the start and I came down hard and after that I nearly screamed and cried like crazy because it hurt so bad. And to make it bitter, that was the last jump I was supposed to do and I was so close to doing it right as I had finally clearly understood how to do salchow. No, instead of that this fucking happens.
I'm so.. exhausted and miserable. I feel like I can't keep going with this. Every time I make even a little progress, something goes wrong.
This isn't fair.
Feeling: depresseddepressed
15 January 2009 @ 10:48 pm

Finally I got enough energy to write an entry. I'm quite proud of myself, because sometimes there are these.. downward spirals when I'm too lazy to write anything.
The subject of this little story will be last weekend, which was absolutely bloody fantastic!

We had this night at school -thingy. I don't really know what's it called in English. Anyway, we spent the whole night in our school. There were only first graders and the tutors. I went there with Tiia and Sinkki at 20.30. Almost everybody was already there and we all acted like it was midnight. We run down the corridors and ate loads of bread. I talked, danced and made jokes with everybody and realized really well how many people I know from Viikki.
Time passed really, really fast. I didn't get bored at all. There were all kinds of games and we even surfed the Internet a bit. We looked for pictures of the best-looking guys. I showed Johnny to everyone of course.
We watched movies too, from a very big screen. The first one was a really stupid comedy, so me and my friends left quite quickly to go to the other room to eat and lay on the mattresses. I was quite tired, but couldn't sleep and coca-cola zero actually refreshed me quite a lot. Then we went to watch Dead Silence! It was an awesome movie. I was a bit scared too, but in the end it wasn't that spooky. It wasn't even disgusting and full of violence like Saw, but I really hated the dolls.
While I watched the movie, something quite weird happened.. There was this guy that I know but who isn't really a friend of mine. He stood right next to me and said something. I asked what did he say, because I couldn't hear much and then he just said “Don't take everything so seriously” and ruffled my hair. Excuse me, but what the fuck?!
The night kinda ended for me after that. Others wanted to watch the Dark Knight, but I had just seen it and wasn't too interested. So I went to lay down with couple of friends. We talked a bit and then I fell asleep. I woke up when it was half past five in the morning and it was time to clean the place. I felt quite dizzy and in the end I fell asleep again, in the train when I was going home. Luckily I didn't go too far accidentally and my dad was able to pick me up from Oitti.

It was so cool night. When I got home I slept about three hours and then tried to stay awake the rest of the day. I was a bit sad that I couldn't go to the practice (nine am.), but otherwise I felt really glad.

Right now I'm starting to prepare for the tests and role playing like crazy. We just ordered some phone straps with my mum and my calendar should come on Tuesday. And on the Thursday is the men's free skate! I'm so exited!
God, my back hurts.

Feeling: soresore
07 January 2009 @ 08:02 pm
 God, I'm so tired! I had a practice today and it was really, really tough. On the ice I did double flip, which is pretty awesome jump (for now) and salchow. I don't understand why my camel spin was good at first and then I couldn't do it at all! I was so pissed. But hey! I have another practice tomorrow! I'm so thrilled right now. Hopefully I'll get to do some axels, maybe double loop.. My blades feel really dull though. I should get them sharpened.

Also, school started today.. And it was really, really boring. Luckily we watched some videos and the day ended one class earlier than normally. Viikki's teachers are so lovely. Tomorrow will be even harder. 8 am – 4 pm. I have math, biology, history and philosophy.. Damn. But it's only two weeks till tests.. I can make it.

Now I'm gonna just read one awfully good fic and maybe eat something. And go early to sleep. I feel like dying. Johnny made my day even better, though. He posted a journal entry and it was so sweet! <3 Such a lovely person he is.
Feeling: exhaustedexhausted
Music: LotR 3
01 January 2009 @ 08:07 pm

The practice was great. At first I didn't really feel like skating, but when we started right away with spins, I was definitely on fire! My camel spin and catch foot layback spin worked out really well. It's so stupid that our practice is so short (and the ice is full of little kids). I often feel like I don't have enough time to do a certain move as many times as I want.
We also did douple flip and it surprised me totally. Last time I tried it I couldn't even get two rotations and it was very weird to try it, but today it went a lot better. I felt strong and my coach praised me too (only a little though).

Now I'm just reaaally tired. Maybe I'll have enough energy to play Kingdom Hearts 2 after Top Chef.. btw, I added the Hot things for December. It was pretty easy to come up with those.

[OMG! Cheerful-mood is that awesome podium moment from NHK Trophy 2004! I love it. <3 Maybe I should watch it right now. And Marshall's 2006 too..]

Feeling: cheerfulcheerful
Music: The Simpsons
01 January 2009 @ 04:20 pm
 Hah, I almost didn't realize that it's time to write hot things for December! It just doesn't feel like new year.. I'm only worrying about school things and my practice. I don't know if I wanna go or not. I went to cut my hair yesterday and got my mohawk back. Well.. It didn't turn out quite as good as last time. I'm not used to it yet and feel really unsure. Hopefully it'll get better.

New Year's Eve went pretty well. Nothing special, but I had fun with my parents and I found an awesome video of Johnny! It's so gorgeous. I have like ten videos to show to Sinkki when I get back to school. First all the Angels on Ice things and then some other really cute ones.

I think I'm gonna watch some right now. I'll get the right mood for skating.
Feeling: nervousnervous
Music: Rihanna - Rehab (Justin looks so hot!)
30 December 2008 @ 07:13 pm
Christmas went extremely well. I got nice gifts and the food was good.
My presents:
- Two books
- Headphones
- Supernatural season 1
- The Dark Knight DVD
- Kingdom Hearts II calendar
- Pajama
- T-shirt from Sex Pot Revenge
- Dir en grey's new album (limited edition <3)
- Lots of chocolate
- New shoes
Now I'm waiting for New Year's Eve, but I think it's not gonna be anything super awesome. We're going to a restaurant tomorrow and then we'll watch some fireworks in Hämeenlinna. Hopefully it won't be too cold!

Damn, I wanna go skating. I'm a little bit angry at my friend, because she promised to go to the rink today with me, but when I asked again, she was with her boyfriend. Great. I asked my other friend too, but she's really busy this week. We went to skate on last Friday and had so much fun trying double jumps and everything too difficult! We skated for two and half hours. I did as many axels as I could, but I still couldn't get the landing right. Thank god I have practice on Thursday. I also miss my program.

For now.. I think I'm going to write to Wilderness. Then, maybe I'll pick photos for my Johnny Weir calendar. It's gonna look great. <3 I've been looking for good pictures and found some really adorable ones. And I've watched many videos too! I laughed my butt off when I watched Illusion Mesh Fabric and I couldn't stop thinking what Sinkki had said about it. She though that Kimberly Navarro was definitely flirting with Johnny and Brooke Castile was drunk. We both hated Meryl Davis' voice and we had mixed thoughts about Tanith Belbin.. Sinkki drew a super amazing picture of her, though.

Almost forgot: Check my mood! Isn't he cute? <3

Feeling: relaxedrelaxed
Music: Wonder Girls - Nobody